I feel just like this...
Intro:
Where's my snare?
I have no snare on my headphones
There you go
Yeah
Yo yo
Verse #1
Have you ever been hated, or discriminated against?
I have, I've been protested and demostrated against
Picket signs for my wickid rhymes, look at the times
Sick of this mind, of the mother fucking kid that's behind
All this commotion, emotions run deep as oceans exploding
Tempers flaring from parents just blow em off and keep going
Not taking nothing from no one, give em hell long as I'm breathing
Keep kicking ass in the morning, and taking names in the evening
Leaving with the taste of sour with viniger in they mouth
See they can trigger me, but they'll never figure me out
Look at me now, I betcha prolly sick of me now
Ain't you mama, I'ma make you look so ridiculous now
Chorus x2
I'm sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant make you cry
But tonight, I'm cleaning out my closet
One More Time
I said I am sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant make you cry
But tonight, I'm cleaning out my closet
Ha!
Verse #2
I got some skeletons in my closet
And I dont know if no one knows it
So before they throw me inside my coffin and close it
I'ma expose it, I'll take you back to '73
Before I ever had a multi-platinum selling CD
I was a baby maybe I was just a couple of months
My faggot father must've had his panties up in a bunch
'Cause he split, I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye
No I don't, on second thought I just fucking wished he would die
I look at Hailey, and I couldn't picture leaving her side
Even if I hated Kim, I grin my teeth and I try to make it work
With her atleast for Hailie's sake I maybe made some mistakes
But I'm only human but I'm man enough to face them today
What I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb
But the smartest shit I did was take the bullets outta that gun
Cause I'd of killed em, shit I would've shot Kim and them both
It's my life, I'd like to welcome ya'll to the Eminem show
Chorus x2
I'm sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant make you cry
But tonight, I'm cleaning out my closet
One More Time
I said I am sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant make you cry
But tonight, I'm cleaning out my closet
Ha!
Verse #3
Now I would never diss my own mama just to get recognition
Take a second to listen for who you think this record is dissing
But put yourself in my position, just try to invision
Witnessing your mama popping prescription pills in the kitchen
bitching that someone's always going through her purse when shit's missing
Going through public housing systems, victim of munchasen syndrome
My whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't
'Til I grew up, now I blew up it makes you sick to your stomach, doesn't it?
Wasn't it the reason you made a CD for me, ma?
So you could try to justify the way you treated me, ma?
But guess what, your getting older now and it's cold when your lonely
And Nathan's growing up so quick he's gonna know that your phoney
And Hailie's getting so big now, you should see her, she's beautiful
But you'll never see her, she wont even be at your funeral *hahaha*
See what hurts me the most, is you wont admit you was wrong
Bitch, do your song, keep telling yourself that you was a mum
But how dare you try to take what you didn't help me to get
You selfish bitch, I hope you fucking burn in hell for this shit!
Remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me?
Well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be
Chorus x2
I'm sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant make you cry
But tonight, I'm cleaning out my closet
One More Time
I said I am sorry mama
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant make you cry
But tonight, I'm cleaning out my closet
Ha!
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
P.U.S.H. but dont forget to push
A man was sleeping at night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with bright light and the Savior appeared. The Lord told the man He had work for him to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The Lord explained that the man was to push against the rock with all his might. This, the man did, day after day.
For many years he toiled from sun up to sun down with his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore, and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain.
Seeing that the man was showing signs of discouragement, the Adversary decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the man’s weary mind: “You’ve been pushing against that rock for a long time, and it hasn’t budged. Why kill yourself over this? You’re never going to move it” —thus, giving the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure. These thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man.
“Why kill myself over this?” he thought. “I’ll just put in my time, giving just the minimum effort and that’ll be good enough.” And that’s just what he planned to do— until one day he decided to make it a matter of prayer and take his troubled thoughts to the Lord. “Lord” he said, “I’ve labored long and hard in Your service, putting all my strength to do that which You’ve asked. Yet, after all this time, I haven’t even budged that rock by half a millimeter. What’s wrong? Why am I failing?”
The Lord responded compassionately,
“My friend, when I asked you to serve Me— you accepted. I told you that your task was to push against the rock with all your strength— which you’ve done. Never once did I mention to you that I expected you to move it. Your task was to push. And now you come to Me— with your strength spent, thinking that you’ve failed. But is that really so?”
“Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscular. Your back sinew is mighty. Your hands are callused from the constant pressure;and your legs have become massive and hard. Through opposition you’ve grown much and your abilities now surpass that which you used to have. Yet you haven’t moved the rock. But your calling was to be obedient and to push and to exercise your faith and trust in My wisdom. This you’ve done. I, my friend, will now move the rock.”
At times, when we hear from God, we tend to use our own intellect to decipher what He wants. What God ACTUALLY wants is just simple OBEDIENCE and FAITH IN HIM. By all means, exercise the faith that moves mountains, but know that it’s still God who moves the mountains.
P.U.S.H. = Pray Until Something Happens! When everything seems to go wrong, just P.U.S.H. … When the job gets you down, P.U.S.H. … When people don’t react the way you think they should, P.U.S.H. … When your money looks funny and the bills are due, P.U.S.H. … When people just don’t understand you, just P.U.S.H.
P.D.
You have to P.U.S.H., but also push. As in the story, the man was obedient but also he worked out (push). We must pray and also look for the way we can achieve what we are praying for.
For many years he toiled from sun up to sun down with his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all his might. Each night the man returned to his cabin sore, and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain.
Seeing that the man was showing signs of discouragement, the Adversary decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the man’s weary mind: “You’ve been pushing against that rock for a long time, and it hasn’t budged. Why kill yourself over this? You’re never going to move it” —thus, giving the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure. These thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man.
“Why kill myself over this?” he thought. “I’ll just put in my time, giving just the minimum effort and that’ll be good enough.” And that’s just what he planned to do— until one day he decided to make it a matter of prayer and take his troubled thoughts to the Lord. “Lord” he said, “I’ve labored long and hard in Your service, putting all my strength to do that which You’ve asked. Yet, after all this time, I haven’t even budged that rock by half a millimeter. What’s wrong? Why am I failing?”
The Lord responded compassionately,
“My friend, when I asked you to serve Me— you accepted. I told you that your task was to push against the rock with all your strength— which you’ve done. Never once did I mention to you that I expected you to move it. Your task was to push. And now you come to Me— with your strength spent, thinking that you’ve failed. But is that really so?”
“Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscular. Your back sinew is mighty. Your hands are callused from the constant pressure;and your legs have become massive and hard. Through opposition you’ve grown much and your abilities now surpass that which you used to have. Yet you haven’t moved the rock. But your calling was to be obedient and to push and to exercise your faith and trust in My wisdom. This you’ve done. I, my friend, will now move the rock.”
At times, when we hear from God, we tend to use our own intellect to decipher what He wants. What God ACTUALLY wants is just simple OBEDIENCE and FAITH IN HIM. By all means, exercise the faith that moves mountains, but know that it’s still God who moves the mountains.
P.U.S.H. = Pray Until Something Happens! When everything seems to go wrong, just P.U.S.H. … When the job gets you down, P.U.S.H. … When people don’t react the way you think they should, P.U.S.H. … When your money looks funny and the bills are due, P.U.S.H. … When people just don’t understand you, just P.U.S.H.
P.D.
You have to P.U.S.H., but also push. As in the story, the man was obedient but also he worked out (push). We must pray and also look for the way we can achieve what we are praying for.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Crazy Maind
Eonverye taht can raed tihs rsaie yuor hnad.
To my 'selected' strange-minded friends:
If you can read the following paragraph, forward it on to your friends and the person that sent it to you with 'yes' in the subject line.
Only great minds can read this
This is weird, but interesting!
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it
To my 'selected' strange-minded friends:
If you can read the following paragraph, forward it on to your friends and the person that sent it to you with 'yes' in the subject line.
Only great minds can read this
This is weird, but interesting!
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Cannabis Sativa and Human Health
Francisco Javier Ruano / ID 234 / EN-103 / Jun 24, 2009 / English Language
Cannabis Sativa and Human Health
Cannabis Sativa is what? Not many people know what it is, even when they have always heard of it. For instance, if any person is asked if Cannabis should be banned, they automatically say yes without knowing what it is about. For sure, high use of Cannabis—or anything else—might be harmful for a person. People eating too many chocolates might suffer Diabetes; people drinking too much alcoholic beverages will destroy their libber; People consuming too much fast-food might experience heart disease. Yes, Cannabis Sativa—Marijuana—is a kind of drug people use, and its consumption is illegal in many countries around the world. Nevertheless, Cannabis Sativa has many benefits that can be grouped into physical, psychological, and spiritual.
Joan M. Bello has a Master of Science in Eastern Studies and Holistic Health. She has also experience as a substance abuse counselor. As Director of the National Class Action for Therapeutic Cannabis, she attended many patients interviewing them over their diseases which include the following: Glaucoma, Epilepsy, Asthma, Digestive Disorders, Anxiety, among others. The information she gathered from them served as validation of her book: An Introduction to the Yoga of Marijuana
Marijuana consumption has many physical benefits since it produces effects on people’s nervous system. Joan Bello, in her book Introduction to the Yoga of Marijuana, expresses “The simultaneous opposing action of marijuana is akin to balancing our entire system. Such balance in the ANS [Autonomic Nervous System] can be understood as a charged equilibrium, which is defined as ‘well-being’ experienced as physiological expansion and psychological contentment and responsible for health”
Although specific effects of marijuana in the body are well known, each has been taken in isolation without noting that both sides of the Autonomic Nervous System are conjoined. Instead of a perspective that sees the whole person and the simple holistic effect of marijuana, a myopic and reductionistic method of measurement has been employed, and marijuana’s profound meaning for health has been lost.
Most of the people only see how harmful Marijuana can be. These people should step back to see the whole picture, so they will be able to realize that Cannabis Sativa has an effect on both parts of the brain at the same time; as left part of the brain—perception—is heightened, the right part of it—reception—is enhanced. This is the scientific reason some people say they are able to study better after smoking some weed—another name of Cannabis Sativa. They are more relaxed that is critical to learn easily, and their perception and reception are improved. As this drug has many effects in human brain, it is right to say it also has psychological consequences.
Relaxing and energizing cerebral effects lead to psychological benefits, so people are able to think clearly and efficiently. For instance, Joan Bello explains “Whereas marijuana results in an ‘altered state of consciousness,’ the depressant drugs have been described as producing ‘altered states of unconsciousness’ (Sugerman and Tarter), allowing for relaxation without awareness”
| Tobacco | 435,0001 |
| Poor Diet and Physical Inactivity | 365,0001 |
| Alcohol | 85,000 1 |
| Microbial Agents | 75,0001 |
| Toxic Agents | 55,0001 |
| Motor Vehicle Crashes | 26,3471 |
| Adverse Reactions to Prescription Drugs | 32,0002 |
| Suicide | 30,6223 |
| Incidents Involving Firearms | 29,0001 |
| Homicide | 20,3084 |
| Sexual Behaviors | 20,0001 |
| All Illicit Drug Use, Direct and Indirect | 17,0001, 5 |
| Non-Steroidal Anti-Inflammatory Drugs Such As Aspirin | 7,6006 |
| Marijuana | 07 |
It might look impossible, but it is real. As Marijuana mental effects are about awareness and consciousness, it is believable to have zero as death cause cases. Furthermore, Marijuana will not tolerate repression; tranquilizers and depressants might release people’s tension but it is unconscious, while alcohol could tranquilize people, but it becomes a high need to the body—addictive
Cannabis Sativa has spiritual benefits by constructing an equilibrated body plus efficient thoughts. Joan Bello said, “Meditation is the ultimate tool for self-knowledge. In the East, marijuana has been used to facilitate the process for millennia”
To conclude, Weed can be well used to create an active estate of conscience by fully activating people’s brain. Marijuana effects in mind is a highly effect of awakens, so people are able to understand better and easier. Spiritual effects of Cannabis Sativa generate cheerfulness, and then people are happier by knowing themselves deeper. Hence, it is right to say that Cannabis Sativa highly increases the possibilities to develop people physical, psychological, and spiritually. Even though this is not an attempt to lead people to use this drug, but to imply that Cannabis Sativa is not a harmful drug if people do not abuse of it.
Works Cited
Bello, Joan M. Benefits of Marijuana. 22 June 2009
Benefits of Marijuana. The Benefits of Marijuana. 22 June 2009
DrugWarFacts.org. Annual Causes of Death in the United States. 2004. 23 June 2009
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Shiny like the moon!!!
I am coming out from the dark, and you are my guide. That shiny smile lead my way, with your moon face she illuminates my nights. I am hard to handle, but whenever I see her I change my mind and follow her desires. She is an angel. She is my angel, who touches my heart while she takes my hand to rid me out from the dark.
She shines. She has faith on God that she can take my evilness out of me. Once she puts a finger over me, all around me is changed for goodness. My angel. My moon face. The one that is taking away my breath. She! She is here to tell me that I am a person, and she tells me also that I can be a human! I can not see myself as a human, but she is teaching me how to be.
She is my mom. She is my baby. She is "just" my Eve. She is the one that tells me what is wrong. She is the one that shows me the way a child know heavens door. She is the one that wants to be like my rib, not above my head to step on me, no below my feet to be kicked; but just above of the center of my body, just close to my heart, and just below my arm to be protected with all my strength.
She has a moon face and a shiny smile. She is the light I want to follow because in her, there is not space of evilness.
She shines. She has faith on God that she can take my evilness out of me. Once she puts a finger over me, all around me is changed for goodness. My angel. My moon face. The one that is taking away my breath. She! She is here to tell me that I am a person, and she tells me also that I can be a human! I can not see myself as a human, but she is teaching me how to be.
She is my mom. She is my baby. She is "just" my Eve. She is the one that tells me what is wrong. She is the one that shows me the way a child know heavens door. She is the one that wants to be like my rib, not above my head to step on me, no below my feet to be kicked; but just above of the center of my body, just close to my heart, and just below my arm to be protected with all my strength.
She has a moon face and a shiny smile. She is the light I want to follow because in her, there is not space of evilness.
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