Empty Mind

Today is just one of those days people would say “Leave Alone,” but I have been alone before, and that also hurts. I would rather suspend judgment, so I will not hurt anyone; I will just seat for awhile at the side of the road to see people’s smile; I will just stay a little bit apart for a moment. I sorry because once I said I was going to write something enjoyable, but I am still writing the same kind of blog!

I acknowledge I am hard to handle. I have not reached the level to manage my pride. I just want to be better, but it is harder than I thought. My mind is empty because I am not able to understand how to grow better while I grow old instead of grow old and remains a kindergarten child. Or, is that I am already grown better without noticing it? How can I believe I am better when I see people and my thoughts betray me?

I do not use to speak what I think because I have not learned how to be kind while I share my thoughts. I just rather to stay quiet while I see people’s behavior. I just want to finish this level of my life and continue with the next one hoping that one will make at least smarter. I am not talking about knowledge—which I would like to achieve. I just want to be able to grow as a person.