What can I say? I know there is much time since the last time I have done this, but I thing I can not go further. I have tried to open up my heart. I just found that no one cares enough to look into it, then I realized it is time to give up at once. I have one last question: who was wrong, me or you?
Somebody may say I do not know what I want, the truth is that I really know what I want, but it looks like it is just not going to happen.
It is hard to be me. I am tough but weak when I would rather be strong and pleasant. Believe me when I say "I am not even the shadow of what I used to be." Sometimes, I even thing if what has happened to me is good or bad, but many people would say I am good now.
I have mental problems. I take wrong decisions, but those are not bad because I took the best decision with the information I had by that time. I still make mistakes, yet how can I do not do so if nobody seems to inform me? While someone tell me "I should ask," I will tell this person "have you already asked?"
Well, it is a hard decision, but I need to make it: I GIVE UP ON YOU!
